this beautiful painting by Edward Hopper (titled Morning Sun, 1952) reflects my feeling so much throughout these last 3 days
my grandfather died on the first full moon of 2017. eventhough i'm not very close to him because distance separates us, i did cry a lot. i still remember that morning when my stomach and knees felt weirdly weak.
also, from this incident, i learned that my mom is just as weak as i am. she is just trapped in an adult body but her heart remains a child. i finally learned how to love my mom despite her flaws.
anyway my grandfather was a real artsy DIY man, he spent the rest of his life modifying everything he sees inside his house, while drinking too much coffee and smoking cigarettes heavily. he was a grumpy person from adult's eyes, but i never see him like that. he was a real kind person. like REAL, real kind of kind.
God bless u Eyang Kakung, semoga diterima di sisi-Nya. Amin Ya Rabbalalamiin.
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