@boanergesyouth with @repostapp
Shalom Boanerges! Did you know that y'all are in a precious season where God's building up what's in your heart and spirit?
We Boanerges youths are like wet clay, lovingly moulded by our Heavenly potter, Jesus - so that when He pours dreams into us, we'll not shatter - and have the character to walk them out with His wisdom.
Plus, did you know that clay is moulded through constant contact with the potter's hands? In other words, our character's developed as we spend time in intimacy with Jesus.
Also, the pressure exerted on the pot cannot be too hard (it'll break) nor too soft (nothing will happen). In other words, there might be correction from The Lord, but He does it with such finesse that we're not crushed by it, and we grow. On the other side of humility is honor.
Your outward success may seem slower in manifestation - but remember, God's always infinitely more interested in the person you BECOME, than what you'll accomplish.
Be patient with yourself, stay close to Him and let Him do His work for you.